My New Years resolution

My resolution this upcoming year is a big one for me. I plan to do something different from years past and probably shock some people along the way.

For the year 2010 it will be a year of truth, yeilding fruit and pruning when needed. I plan to share family stories and secrets that many will not want made public. But these stories include me and I am tired of carrying the baggage for everyone else. I am tired of being blamed for places I never went to or things I didnt say or think.

This will be a year of revelation and resolution. I intend to purge all of the negative from my head, heart, house, and anywhere else I see it creep it's ugly head at. I plan to detox my life and home in an effort to give my family 100% of my very best. I plan to be the best God follower, best wife, best mommy, best friend, best aunt, best cousin, best sister, best daughter, best whatever my God needs me to be.

But to make room for new discipline means we have to reveal and irradicate the old sin from my past. For the privacy of some I will slightly be changing names.

Something happened and changed inside of me on my 37th birthday. I feel the need to live real and true. I am put off by the plastics, the mean girls, the fakers, the back biters. I want real relationships with other mothers and families that love us in Walmart clothes or Gap clothes. I want trasparency. I want people to look at me and know exactly what I am about. I want people to see that I love children, I love friends, I love holidays, I love to make up holidays to be with my friends.

With or without you, I will be a better everything. You know who you are and that this is directed towards you. You led me this far and if you feel like your journey with me is over then thank you for all you have done. If you feel your journey still has a way to go with me, then I will wait humbly for you to reach out. As always, God is in control!

My love to all of you, K~